This entry would have been a wonderful and memorable one for me ONLY IF things dint turn out what I have never ever imagine could have happened to me.

Everyone's happily drinking and laughing the way, BBQ-ing, and me bz entertaining all my frens.
Showing them ard prawn's place.
Everything were going fine only until after my beloved Jiemeis were abt to leave and they gave me an Angbao as a Bday gift.
I was so so so so fucking careless and dint even think that my things will go MISSING cos I trusted my frens so much that I just left it lying ard on the dining table together with my other presents.

How cruel can a fren be on your 21st Bday to steal your Angbao!
And its NOT JUST AN ORDINARY Angbao.
IF its so, I wouldn't be so FUCKING sad and disappointed.
ITs a gift from my JIEMEIS!
I do cherish it alot and I lost it like I received it, put down on table, next thing I know, its GONE!

I really dint wanna do a search on them but I have no choice.
Even I know I probably wont be able to get it back, I still insisted on doing it cos...
1) I couldn't stand someone I treated as a fren to do this to me. I trusted you and I wanna know why he/she must do this to me on my 21st Bday and ruined everything.
2) I wan everyone to understand its not just the money I've lost, its also the TRUST that I've lost in the friendship.
3) I trust that true frens to me will definitely be supportive of what I'm gonna do will be good to them and that was to clear everyone's suspicion and show them the true color of one's self.

I was so hoping that while I was doing the search, someone would have admitted it and I will sure forgive him/her cos he/she has the gut to admit the wrong.
I wouldn't mind giving another chance to still be my fren if he/she doesn't mind, and the trust will somehow still be there.
Cos I strongly believe that everyone deserve a 2nd chance in whatever they do.
Everyone makes mistake.
Same goes to myself.

This is not the 1st time this thing has happened.
Just that the 1st was not on me.
But the guestlist on those who attended is somehow or rather the same I must say.
Thats all I can say for now.
Everyone got their feels and eyes to see.

I've learned my lesson by losing that 140 bucks my Jiemeis gave it to me.
Like I said, its not the money thats matter.
140 bucks to learn how someone calls him/herself as a fren of yours, yet did this cruel thing is definitely worth it.
But losing that gift from my Jiemeis, I really feel very very sad and sorry about it.
I was literally sitting down, stoning and asking myself why this had happened to me.
Thinking how naive im still, at this age.
I really hope my cliques of frens be really careful of your own belongings.
You might just easily become the next victim without even realising it.

I've just celebrated with my family.
Cut a small cake and made few wishes.
As usual I wish health, wealth and luck for my family.
Not forgetting my prawn.
And usually I dun wish for more, but this time I added, true worthy frens for me.

I'm like finally a big boy now.
21 years of age.
Gonna be more independent.
I made that decision on my own.
Do not blame anyone for that.
Blame me if you wan.
I dun care.
Since I started this entry bad, I shall end it bad too.


I believe in karma.
What goes around comes around.
Please don't regret anything if you are born with deformity your next life.
Its just what you deserved.
I'll just do my kind part by asking God to bless you.

But still, not forgetting those who have came,
Grace, Hazel, Selina, WeeWee, Leslie, Imran, Jasen, Jackvic, Titus, Lester, Ruban & Bowei
Once again thank you guys for coming to my birthday party.
It wouldn't even called a party without u guys.
Thanks for everything.
Really appreciated it.
Hope you guys wont be affected much by it too.
=)